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On » July 20, 2009 //
I've come to the conclusion that it would be nice if there was at least one person in my life that I could confide absolutely everything to and that they would be so kind as to tell me I'm an idiot.
There are people in my life who believe that they know everything about me and while they may know a great deal of information (some incriminating stuff as well, which is probably why I keep them around) they don't know me wholly. Not even my best friend, who I've known for 22 of my 27 years!
The last 48 hours has seen me do some stuff that, to be honest, I'm not exactly thrilled about and there is no one I can talk to about it. Except of course for the one witness to these events and that is the last person I want to talk to because they just won't get it. Or they'll get their feelings hurt or something and right now I just can't think about that crap. At the moment I'm feeling annoyed, frustrated, stupid, disappointed, disenchanted, dim-witted, exhausted, brainless and just plain crummy.
This weekend has shown me that I'm not the person that I thought that I was and that is COMPLETELY disheartening.
How do you make amends for something that you can't talk about with anyone?
There are people in my life who believe that they know everything about me and while they may know a great deal of information (some incriminating stuff as well, which is probably why I keep them around) they don't know me wholly. Not even my best friend, who I've known for 22 of my 27 years!
The last 48 hours has seen me do some stuff that, to be honest, I'm not exactly thrilled about and there is no one I can talk to about it. Except of course for the one witness to these events and that is the last person I want to talk to because they just won't get it. Or they'll get their feelings hurt or something and right now I just can't think about that crap. At the moment I'm feeling annoyed, frustrated, stupid, disappointed, disenchanted, dim-witted, exhausted, brainless and just plain crummy.
This weekend has shown me that I'm not the person that I thought that I was and that is COMPLETELY disheartening.
How do you make amends for something that you can't talk about with anyone?
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that's why you keep a blog, silly!
I kid. Whatever it is, it's better to talk about it than bottle it up.
Ahh Scott always the voice of....reason(?). haha ;)
All's well...I spilled the mash of nonsense to a girlfriend and I'm feeling a little less stupid today.
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